Please stop messing with my head
Are you serious or not?
I am
And I dont want you to break me
Like the rest of them have
I want you to be true for a change
Im not your toy
I wont let you play with me and my poor heart
Either you mean it or you dont
But please come clean
Stop going around on circles
Tell me the truth And do it soon…
Ney
23/abril/12
It hurts but I think ill survive it
The fact that youll never love me
Yes I get it
Because loving you is like loving a wall, because feeling something for you even hurting for you just isnt worth it
Its stupid
So fucking stupid
Why did I even dare to think that I had a chance?
Why?
Yes im stupid
But he opened my eyes It hurt
But I realized that this was just a long dream I was having
He woke me up
Made me see
That all this was going nowhere
Yes im sad and pissed
My heart has a brand new crack
But like ive done before ill patch it up
Cause its just not worth it to love you
Waste of my time and my precious tears
So yeah here it ends
This is my last poem to you
Goodbye my one-sided love
-Ney
23/abril/12
I hate lookin at you and feeling love for you… I hate it…
Do u even notice me when shes here? Do I even exist in ur world when shes around? I believe not… Sadly… Im not here Im dead Im dead…
-Ney 11/abril/12
I feel you slippin’ away from me
What happened?
What did I do?
Whatever happened to what we had?
Its slowly fading
And Im scared that sooner than later
It’s gonna be just a memory
Please I beg of you
Don’t leave me to pick up the pieces alone…
I beg of you
Please don’t…
Ney
16/mar./12
Lol look at what I did today during a test!!! XD I adore it!!!! <3 oh Inuyasha I want u in my bed tonight!!!!! @A@
Im not me Whats wrong? No one to talk to… Alone… Even when im with my friends I dont feel like I belong Whats wrong? Why am I feeling like this? What is this…? Nobody notices that im not ok… Nobody asks So I sit here in complete silence… In total depression… What is this? Whats wrong? Whats wrong with me?
